1 post from July 2008

Today is a sad day....hahaha, not really! It's Demon's going away day. Yes, finally did find person to take the little kitten off my hands before she causes anymore destruction. It took long enough to do, but there's this person across town who specializes in rehabilitating destructive cats. Demon is really young, not sure she needs to hit up kitty rehab just yet, but whatever. As long as she's out of my house, I don't care.

I have to say, I can't wait for Demon to be out of here. I'm gonna bring all my cashmere sweaters out of storage (I had to hide them because Demon seems to love ripping up cashmere) and move my furniture from against the wall, etc. My life will be normal again, at last! And since it's getting back to normal I figure I should try and get a regular job again. It's my dream to start my own company, but I'm afraid that I won't be able to. I've always heard that it's difficult finding people to staff your startup and, as stupid as it sounds, I'm kind of afraid of failing. I know that fear of failure just guarantees that you'll always fail or never get started or whatever, but still. It's rather paralyzing. In any case, maybe Demon's exit from my life will give some time and money (yeah she cost TONS) to think more seriously about what I'm going to do in the future.